Life As It Is

 I'm nobody. I watch web series all night long. Finding no one close to me, I make myself a friend. I deny my heart's feelings, or perhaps there's no one to whom I can express them. I don't know if heartfelt feelings even exist. I thought these were all filmy philosophies. There's no one in life who can make me cry or laugh. Who understands me without me saying anything. Who cares for me. But anyway, all these things are just bookish things. No one cares if I cry. No one cares if I'm happy. No one cares if I come. No one will care if I leave. But it's okay. Life is beautiful just the way it is. In its entanglements, in its complexities. What difference does it make? Is it necessary to live by someone's constructed concepts? Shouldn't life be seen as it is, in its joys, in its sorrows, in its hopes, and in its disappointments? Life is interesting right now. All you need is perspective. To see life. As it is. 

But I am not alone. Many people are going this way.